tell me why
 life has to be this way
full of pain and sorrow
instead of happiness and love the way life should be
 i close my eyes and get away no matter where i am for a quck second
 i try to have a positive out look on life but latley its been harder then ever
 i think I'm going through some problems deeper then i can see
 I'm hurting once again
 and my only escape is gone
 i have no where else to turn
 but to close my eyes and try to escape everywhere i go
 i just feel stuck like i cont belong like i need to leave
 like its not my place my time
 like i need to leave and start over new
because foe some reason there's no place i belong
 my sanctuary is gone
destroyed and burned down
 now i turn to something else
 but i can't stop thinking painful memories and feeling consume my body and my mind
i need to leave escape this world this pain this sorrow and fill my life with happiness once again

How do u kno the one that's ment to be or If there just a crush
How do u kno if u really like them or just want to beloved
How do u kno is the question that constintly goes through my head
I live in a fantasy
And I can't tell where reality began
If my feelings or true or if I'm playin wit my mind
So I don't feel so lonely all the time

i sit around eating all day
millions of thoughts run through my mind
not sure how the begin
or if they will end
 if its my imagination
or if im dying inside
trying to block everything so i don't cry
inspire me to make it go away
do do something else so it will go away